Yes..

Well I haven't had much to write about lately. My life has been pretty complex the past couple weeks. Just filled with lots of frustration, confusion and stress. Once again my parents play a huge factor in all 3 of these complex addtions to my amature teenage life. And to add to all of it, Christmas is in like eightteen days. So not ready, so not really excited, so don't really care.

Ontop of all this crap, yesterday was the worst day of my life. I received the phone call i was dreading for the past month. So that just didn't make life any easier. I don't really wanna talk about it, although someone did tell me I can't sit around bottleing up all my feelings and everything about the situation, and that I should talk about it. But right now, I really do not want to. I don't think it is that important, I'd rather just ferget about it. Because as we all know, that's what I do best, forget. And lately, my only escape from this world, (music) has been a complete block, and I haven't been able to write anything in quite awhile. A little six year old boy today said the most meaningful thing iv ever heard a six year old, or any age'd kid say..
"What my mind says with words, my soul says with music."

Anyways, what ever.